Saturday, June 7, 2014

Friday the 13th



It was the voice of a child. It was a child definitely, she thought as she turned around looking for the source of the gurgling voice.

“Mama”, the voice had called out, but the kid was invisible to her eyes.

She was on a deserted street. There were traffic lights on each end of the street. At one end the street turned right. That was where the voice was coming from. She felt the kid would come soon, to her through that street which turned right. There was a stop sign at the point where the street took a turn.

Aussi Stop Sign

“Mama”, she heard the voice again and then a laughter of a kid not more than a year and a half old.

“Mama, it will be hell when I arrive”, the voice told her and it was followed by more giggling.

She ran towards the street which turned to the right. The street on which she was running seemed longer than she had imagined. She ran, her white gown trailing behind her. Her back was soaked in sweat. She ran on the unending street.  The gurgling laughter now seemed to be coming from behind her as if the kid was following her.

“It will be Friday the 13th when I arrive”, she heard the nasal voice one last time.

She forced her eyes open. She was lying on her bed. Her white night gown was sweaty and her hair stuck on her forehead and cheeks.

She felt a gush of fluid between her legs. She sat up. She looked at the clock. The time was exactly a minute away from midnight of the sixth day of the week and twelfth day of the month. Her water broke.

Friday, May 30, 2014

The stalker

The wind blowing from the Arabian Sea ruffled her hair. She pushed them away from her forehead. The pages of the book that she held in her hands fluttered in the wind. The shopkeeper pulled out another book from the stack from the far end of the stall and showed it to the girl as if he knew what she wanted to read. I tried to read the name of the author on the spine of the book as she held it limp while trying to read the name on the cover of the book that the shopkeeper held out for her. She shook her head, dropped the book in her hands on one of the stacks near her and walked away.

At The Campus 1

I followed the book and picked it up. It was a dilapidated copy of Nikolai Gogol's Dead Souls. I tried to find the page that she was reading. I turned around and saw that she had moved on to another shop and had picked up another book. I looked at the pages that she was turning. She was trying to find something in the book, a word, a sentence, a character, a story. I couldn’t know what. I looked on just to get a hint of her quest. What stories had her eyes read? Which authors had she known?

I kept the ruins of Gogol back on the stack where she had left it, walked to a lamp post and stood there leaning against it. My eyes never wandered to her shoulder length hair or her slim waist. I kept looking at the pages that she was turning. My eyes sometimes caught her long fingers, and nails colored sky blue. A dull pain began to rise within my heart. It hurt that I couldn't help her in her quest. In the black of her eyes I tried to catch the words she was reading.

The homeward bound evening crowd started milling out of the offices. As the crowd thickened I could see just the back of her head. The fear of losing the book that she was reading gripped me. Will I ever be able to know which book she had picked up? Did she take it home? I tried to make my way through the crowd coming toward me. I saw her white kurta and then she disappeared. I tried to weave my way. I saw her turning around and then I lost her again. I moved swiftly and reached the book shop, but she wasn’t there. I looked around, tried to get a glimpse of the pink bag that hung on her left shoulder but it wasn’t anywhere to be found.

I turned around and looked at the stacks of books. Which book did she hold in her hands? I looked around desperately trying to remember the color of the book cover. I couldn’t. I tried to look for any sign of disarray amongst the neatly stacked books. There were none. I turned around and stood on my tip toes to get a better look but I knew I had lost her in the crowd. I looked at the books lying in the shop waiting for their turn to be picked up, to be devoured by keen eyes.

By now the crowd had thinned. Far away the sun was slowly dying in the sea. It seemed like I had lost a part of me again.

Monday, May 27, 2013

Ice Candy Man



The eight year old kid hung on to the parapet of the balcony looking down at the street. He could feel the hot railing on the fair skin of his thin hands. Yet his eyes were fixed on the man pushing a wooden cart on the other side of the street. He was still a few houses away. The edge of the cart was lined with bottles full of colored liquids. Green, red, yellow, maroon, orange, blue, all dancing inside the bottle as the man slowly moved towards the house in which the kid was. The man picked up a copper bell kept on his cart and shook it. The whole street was filled with the high pitched ringing of the bell.

“Uncle, wait!” The boy shouted from the balcony. The man stopped pushing the cart and looked around. He wiped the sweat off his forehead.

Colored Jelly Balls“Uncle wait, I am coming!” The boy shouted again in a shrill voice. The man looked up at the kid and slung the towel over his right shoulder.


The boy jumped off the parapet and ran down the stairs, two at a time. He was excited to see all the colored liquid in the bottle. He could feel the coolness of the crushed ice on his tongue. The tanginess of the flavoured syrups made his mouth water. He pushed the big iron gate and slid through the small parting. With a five rupee note in his hand, he ran to the other side of the street without bothering to look on either side of the road.

“Make me a gola.” He ordered the man.

The ice candy man took out a block of ice from underneath a piece of wet jute bag and began to run it on the crusher. The boy enchanted, stared at the hands of the man crushing the ice. The tumbler kept below the crusher filled slowly with the cool crystals through which the burning sun shone as if it had been broken into a thousand pieces. A trickle of sweat ran down behind his left ear as shards of broken ice fell on the cart and turned into water at the blink of the eye. The man fixed a stick into the ice and pulled the whole gola out.

“Which flavor do you want?” The man asked. The enchantment broke for a second.

“That one and that one and that one.” The boy said pointing to green, orange and maroon bottles.

The ice candy man picked up the green bottle and overturned it onto the small mound of ice. The thick syrupy liquid fell and the icy crystals turned green. He then picked the orange syrup and the ice began to change color again.

The boy felt as if the scorching sun had disappeared and it was night. He was on the moon. The surface was cool and white as snow. He had a huge brush in his hand. The brush was dripping with green color. He began to paint the surface of moon green. The temperature fell and he felt a cool tingling in his spine. Then he dipped the paint brush in a bucket full of orange color and began to paint the surface again with broad bold orange strokes. At the same time when he was painting the moon he could see the moon from the earth, some part of it had turned green and some orange, a few patches of white still remained, he wanted to put the maroon color on those spots.

“Hey kid, are you sleeping?” The ice candy man was shouting in his face.

The ice candy was ready and he was holding it right in front of the boy’s eyes. The boy took the ice candy from the man’s hand and gave him the five rupee note. He looked at the ice candy, his mouth watering but he controlled himself, turned around and slowly walked towards the big iron gate that led into the bungalow he had come out of. He smacked his lips as he approached the gate. He looked around. Everyone was holed up in their houses hiding from the sun in that June afternoon. He gave the ice candy a few quick licks.

“Raju!” He heard the voice of a woman calling him from inside the house. “Did you get hit by a truck? Where is my ice candy?”

“Abhi laya memsahib!” Raju shouted, looked at the ice candy with sad eyes and walked inside the iron door.

Based on a story idea by a friend.

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Poison



Your memories have turned into poison.
It’s now a dark viscous liquid flowing through me.

I don’t want to dump it in the sea, for the fear that the little fish would suffer.

I don’t want to throw it on the ground as it might dry up a plant.

I can’t put it in a fountain pen as I am afraid of the venom it might spit on the white paper.

I can’t store it in a jar, because someone might consume it and die.

I have absorbed all of it.

The black tar is rotting me from the inside.

It continues to change me.

I am not the same person anymore who had started collecting your memories.

I continue to shrivel until I die, the poison will keep you alive within me.

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Having Read, 2012 #BookGiveAway

Following is a list of book I’ve read in 2012 in no particular order. Let me warn people who are book lovers not all books might be up to their taste as I read all kind of stuff (even kiddish). However some of you might find a few gems as I enjoyed reading them all.

This year also marked my slow migration towards ebooks. I have never liked reading ebooks but now that I have a smart phone I found them pretty convenient.
Take your pick and let me know which one’s you’ve read or post your own list in the comments section.

Oh yes another thing, there’s a surprise at the end of the post. ;-)


  1. Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami One of the best books I read this year enjoyed the mystical narration, a bit on the psychedelic side. 
  2. Dance Dance Dance by Haruki Murakami Another Murakami book and I enjoyed it again. The best thing about Murakami stories is the fact that they all seem to build around music. The guy has a good knowledge of music and enjoys it too. This book was a gift from @snehzana
  3.  Jurassic Park by Michael Crichton I have never been much of a sci-fi fan, but Michael Crichton is a magician, his book seems well researched and the use of chaos theory around which the whole premise is built is brilliant. The book obviously a classic is much better than Spielberg’s box office blockbuster.
  4. Timeline by Michael Crichton The second sci-fi thriller I enjoyed reading. This book was suggested to me by @vadakkus
  5.  The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon by Stephen King  I had never read a Stephen King book before and I started with this one. By the time I ended the book I had mixed feelings, may be this wasn’t his best work or maybe I didn’t like this genre much.
  6. Everything's Eventual: 14 Dark Tales by Stephen King As I like writing short stories and reading them as well, I picked up this one and found it much better than the previous King book. Some of the stories were simply brilliant especially “Everything’s Eventual” and “1408”. 
  7. One and a Half Wife by Meghna Pant  I got this book as a gift from @Westlandbooks. To be very frank I wouldn’t have picked this book at a bookstore, because when it comes to stories about relationships and emotions I can’t read anyone else than Jhumpa Lahiri. However the book turned out to be nice. 
  8. Poirot Investigates (Hercule Poirot #3)by Agatha Christie  I enjoy reading Poirot but then I am a die-hard Sherlock Holmes and (recently) Feluda fan.
  9. The Godfather by Mario Puzo All the wallpapers on my laptop, desktop and cell phone are The Godfather wallpapers. Movies or book, I am a “The Godfather” fan. Period.
    Yes you must must must read it. #DontAksSillyKoschen
  10. The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Children’s Classic, slow but readable.
  11.  The Complete Adventures of Feluda, Vol. 1 by Satyajit Ray Of course I am a Satyajit Ray fan! Of course I’ve seen all Feluda movies (including the newer ones)! Even though I read Feluda stories this year I have known the character for quite some time. You are either a Feluda or a Byomkesh Bakshi fan, I like them both. As I am writing this post Vol. 2 of the book is lying in my bag and I am reading it these days.
  12. A Case of Exploding Mangoes byMohammed Hanif I had wanted to read this book for a long time, had heard Mohammed Hanif speak *read tear apart CBag* at more than one Literary festival and let me tell you the book was as hilarious as his conversations.
  13. Night Shift by Stephen King Another collection of really good short stories by King, the best one being Quitters Inc.
  14.  Nude and Other Short Stories by Various Another book I wouldn’t have read if it didn’t have my own story published in it *yes that’s right and you can order it online here. To tell you the truth, it could have been better.
  15. Of Love and Other Demons by Gabriel Garcí­a Márquez I find all Marquez books quite difficult to read language wise and still he is one of my favorite authors.
  16. Kingdom's End: And Other Stories by Saadat Hasan Manto: A collection of short stories by Manto, do I need to say more?
  17. A Study in Scarlet (Sherlock Holmes, #1) by Arthur Conan Doyle I hadn’t read this one before, found it on Android market and it was like childhood revisited.
  18. The Sign of Four (Sherlock Holmes, #2)by Arthur Conan Doyle The second Sherlock Holmes book another master piece by Doyle.
  19.  The Hound of the Baskervilles (Sherlock Holmes, #5) by Arthur Conan Arguably the most popular Holmes book, I have lost count how many times I have read it. This year I visited it through an ebook.
  20. The Valley of Fear (Sherlock Holmes, #7) by Arthur Conan Doyle The fourth Holmes book, not bad!
  21. The Invisible Man by H.G. Wells Another freely available classic on ebooks, liked it. The movie was errmm...
  22. The Murders in the Rue Morgue: The Dupin Tales by Edgar Allan Poe I don’t know why I read this one.
  23. My Man Jeeves (Jeeves, #1) by P.G. Wodehouse I wish I could write even a single story as funny as Wodehouse.
  24. 1Q84 by Haruki Murakami: A mammoth of a book, liked it and now I really want to read all the books by him. *So if you are planning to send me a gift or something you know what to do*
  25. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (Harry Potter, #1) by J.K. Rowling Now comes the kiddish part of my “have read” list. I started reading the series just to learn how can someone have such an imagination and write 7 books on a single story. I read it just because I got an ebook on Android.
  26. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (Harry Potter, #2) by J.K. Rowling
  27. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (Harry Potter, #3) by J.K. Rowling This one’s the best book of the series.
  28. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (Harry Potter, #4) by J.K. Rowling
  29. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (Harry Potter, #5, Part 1) by J.K. Rowling
  30. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (Harry Potter, #5) by J.K. Rowling
  31. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (Harry Potter, #6) by J.K. Rowling
  32. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Harry Potter, #7) by J.K. Rowling Does this make me a Potter head?
  33. Shutter Island by Dennis Lehane Psychological thriller, mindfuck, better than the movie *even though I am Scorsese fan.
  34.  The Reluctant Fundamentalist by Mohsin Hamid Another Pakistani author I wanted to read for a long time, heard a few mixed reviews about the book but enjoyed the way the story has been narrated.
  35. English, August: An Indian Story by Upamanyu Chatterjee This is an absolutely hilarious book. One of the best dark humor books I have read.
  36. Meenabazar by Saadat Hasan Manto: This is a hindi book, an account of Manto’s life in Bombay film industry. I could identify some of the actors and directors he had written about. The most memorable was what he wrote about Nargis.
  37. Munshi Premchand ki 36 Sarvashreshtha Kahaniya: Premchand I guess is one of the most underrated Indian author, I enjoy reading his stories as much as I enjoy reading Manto. Kafan, Gaban, Poos ki Raat, Shatranj ke Khiladi, Prayashchit, Eidgaah are some of the stories I can never forget.
Now that I am done with the list and you have finished reading it, let me make this a bit exciting.

I am giving away four books from the list above. The books numbered 4, 13, 23 and 36 are up for grabs. Just leave a comment as to which book you want and why and I will send it to you. The giveaway is open only for citizens of India.